December 2010
58 posts
Oh Easy A you so funny
Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80’s movies? I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once I want my life to be like an 80’s movie,...
“History will be kind to me for I intend to write it.”
– Winston Churchill
Why
does this always happen.
No one cares.
Stop updating me, attention whore.
Concerns continually being confirmed.
You consider yourself weird.
I can’t help but to think you have a very high opinion of yourself. Because you think you’re different. That you’re special. But you aren’t. Everyone is horribly ‘strange’ in their own right. The only difference between you and us is your incredible beauty. So you go be as eccentric and beautiful as you want, and I’ll just be off in the corner, as trollish...
Hey
You’re fucking annoying. Shut the fuck up.
I know what I have to do. I think I’ll be okay.
Finally,
I understand.
“Have you ever seen a human heart? It looks like a fist, wrapped in blood! Go...”
“this will hurt”
I think it's bad
that I understand Nina’s role in Black Swan. Sometimes it’s like I am sure that I have no perception of reality at all.
to have and to have not.
I think you ought to stay away from here
There are ghosts in the walls and they Crawl in your head through your ear.
Girls are pathetic.
Bended, molded, turned into pretty little sheep. Goddamn it. Form your own interests and get a personality because you are leaving me severely unimpressed. It’s sad how influenced you are by the desire for approval. Love even. Well, it isn’t going to happen.
The funniest thing
is when people tell other people they should model based on their facebook pictures. As if a picture they took of themselves, by themselves, on an uneventful day, is any speculation of beauty at all. They say it as if self absorbed vanity is beautiful. I guess it doesn’t matter because everyone is ugly anyway. All you can do is dress it up.
I have a fleeting suspicion
that nothing will even change.
It isn’t all my fault and I won’t let it be the case.
“Was it spontaneous combustion? Divine intervention? If you believe that God...”
“I can stop smoking, I can stop drinking, but I can’t stop that pharmaceutical heroin shit.”
You’ll find
someone new
and I’ll slowly
d i s a p p e a r
out of your mind.
You won’t leave mine for a second.
So when I'm lost in a crowd
I hope that you’ll pick me out How I long to be found The grass grew high, I laid down Now I’m waiting for a hand To lift me up, help me stand I’ve been laying so low Don’t want to lay here no more Don’t want to lay here no more Don’t want to lay here no more Don’t want to lay here no more
Seeing you now,
you’re just as good as when I’m gone. Here’s to be alone once a again. Here’s to cold mornings and even colder nights.
Breathe in and don't breathe out.
Because I fucking give up.
What I'd give
to be carried away.
With a heavy heart
and a damaged ego, I’ll go to sleep. And I’ll pray that I wake up somewhere else, someone else.
I guess it's comforting.
To know you’re okay. Same old things. Look at how happy you are!
Excuse me while I turn my brain to auto-pilot.
this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird. this feels so weird....
Don't be sorry your darkness is gone
I’ll carry it with me. I’ll keep it with mine. Always.
I hope you don't forget
My dreams never will.
What’ll I do when you Are far away And I’m so blue, What’ll I do? What’ll I do when I Am wondering who Is kissing you, What’ll I do? What’ll I do with just A photograph To tell my troubles to? When I’m alone With only dreams of you That won’t come true, What’ll I do? When I’m alone With only dreams of you That won’t...
for
you.
all of it.
